A N X I E T Y

so I thought I was having a heart attack this whole week. i've had troubles falling asleep.my heart has been racing in general. my chest gets tight,and i feel uncomfrotable,etc. but i looked up what I could on webmd and i had all the symptoms of a panic/anxiety attack. also my friend was saying that sometimes depression can cause said attacks and so can being anemic. not sure how,but whatever.
i know i have felt horrible lately. i mentioned feeling down,but I had felt down before. i don't feel depressed. I think i seriously just need to see a doctor. but I hate going to the doctor and I hate the idea of being dependent on a drug to feel ok.
I know when something in my body isn't right,and that is happening to me right now. it scares me a little.

i just really want to feel ok again. i want normal sleep and a normal life again.

can you seriously be depressed and not know it. i certainly hope not.

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Julianna but everyone calls me Julie. I live in southern illinois. I'm 24. I do hair aka cosmetologist and watch a lot of re-runs.music is my life and it makes me happy. my friends are my family.I'm full of useless information. i'm extremely opinionated,blunt,and honest. small talk is stupid and I have no use for it.I'm a big girl,always have been and I like who I am. if you have a problem with "fat people" you can go fuck yourself and bite my ass. however,I am a nice person for the most part and I just have no time for stupidity. sarcasm is my middle name. we only live once so don't take life so seriously.

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