crap.its gone.

Its always intereting to me who visits my diary. I keep for a good reason. I kind of do and don't want to know who reads this. I guess if some one has nothing better to do but snoop and find out boring details of my life,then so be it. I am the one who puts my life online in a diary form. however, I usually talk about pointless crap or I make fun of things.
I've been sleeping well lately and I like it.I've been either walking or doing some thing physical every day. I swam last night,mowed the day before.
I'm starting to not feel as down or sad about a lot of things. the other night at walmart I sort of revealed some things to my mother. she also told me she had talked to k*ree about some things and how he wanted to talk to me. well ya know,I'm a little pissed. I tried calling him and conveying to him what was going on here. he understood but didn't. he says he'll listen to me if I need help or want to talk,but what he means is if it concerns him.
I think I had gotten to the point where I was afraid of my mother. afraid of what she would say or do. why was i and am i afraid? whats the point.
I am loud,opinionated,blunt j*lie.I don't let people walk all over me or say and do whatever the hell they want. some how I lost that for a while. I stopped caring and gave in and became sort of weak.
well,while my feelings get hurt far easier then you'll ever know,I need to stop this.
I am feeling like me again and not so crappy and dead inside.

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Julianna but everyone calls me Julie. I live in southern illinois. I'm 24. I do hair aka cosmetologist and watch a lot of re-runs.music is my life and it makes me happy. my friends are my family.I'm full of useless information. i'm extremely opinionated,blunt,and honest. small talk is stupid and I have no use for it.I'm a big girl,always have been and I like who I am. if you have a problem with "fat people" you can go fuck yourself and bite my ass. however,I am a nice person for the most part and I just have no time for stupidity. sarcasm is my middle name. we only live once so don't take life so seriously.

golden girls,hello kitty,going to shows,st.louis,houston,piercings,mad tv,dane cook,my momma,my brotha,get togethers,target,christmas,my birthday,halloween,the state,reno 911,warm vanilla sugar,bottled water,singing,uncle buck,goonies,seinfeld,etc.

smoking,drugs,stupid people,eggs mixed with other foods(like omlettes),the word"yuns",jackasses,smelly people,dirty finger nails,the radio,country music,most of tv,etc.

low,rilo kiley,they might be giants,sufjan stevens,pedro the lion,motion city soundtrack,damien rice,lou barlow,jimmy eat world,mobius band,ted leo and RX,ben folds,ratatat,iron and wine,that dog,the urge,spoon,death cab for cutie,etc.

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