different names for the same things

there are things I've never talked about much here. some personal things I never felt the need to share because well...who needs to be sad.

I remember when I first found out my dad had hep. C.
It was really weird because well,I had no real idea what hep. c was or how it happened. does this mean my dad is dieing? does this mean my life will be torn in two now?

when my dad calls with this news my mom has to get these tests. to make sure she doesn't have hepatitis C as well. so I'm thinking,oh my god,what the hell is this thing.
I decide to start looking up all this information. what was causing my dad to feel so crappy and weak.
you have to understand,my dad was a body builder. he prided himself on his physique and in many ways,I was proud of my dad in return. To me he was always really strong and big and he could protect me.

you see,when I looked up what causes HEP C,they don't tell you what happens later. theres no explanation of why some one becomes so weak,and fragile. extremely skinny and frail.

"Hepatitis C is a liver disease caused by the hepatitis C virus (HCV), which is found in the blood of persons who have this disease. HCV is spread by contact with the blood of an infected person."

which means a needle,or sex,or blood transfusion. or sharing a razor or tooth brush or any thing.

every thing my dad uses is seperate. even his trash cans,his towels,etc.

so my dad calls the other day and his waist size is down to about a 32. my dad is almost 6' tall. hes ridicolously small for his size. for his age. its creepy and sad and weird.some times,its too real.

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Julianna but everyone calls me Julie. I live in southern illinois. I'm 24. I do hair aka cosmetologist and watch a lot of re-runs.music is my life and it makes me happy. my friends are my family.I'm full of useless information. i'm extremely opinionated,blunt,and honest. small talk is stupid and I have no use for it.I'm a big girl,always have been and I like who I am. if you have a problem with "fat people" you can go fuck yourself and bite my ass. however,I am a nice person for the most part and I just have no time for stupidity. sarcasm is my middle name. we only live once so don't take life so seriously.

golden girls,hello kitty,going to shows,st.louis,houston,piercings,mad tv,dane cook,my momma,my brotha,get togethers,target,christmas,my birthday,halloween,the state,reno 911,warm vanilla sugar,bottled water,singing,uncle buck,goonies,seinfeld,etc.

smoking,drugs,stupid people,eggs mixed with other foods(like omlettes),the word"yuns",jackasses,smelly people,dirty finger nails,the radio,country music,most of tv,etc.

low,rilo kiley,they might be giants,sufjan stevens,pedro the lion,motion city soundtrack,damien rice,lou barlow,jimmy eat world,mobius band,ted leo and RX,ben folds,ratatat,iron and wine,that dog,the urge,spoon,death cab for cutie,etc.

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