i opened my eyes while you were kissing me once.

ok i have to say this....
i absolutely love having my skin touched,by boys of course.i love to have my belly rubbed and in general,my skin touched at all. i like having some body extremely close to me in a bed. its secure and not some thing i recieve on a regular basis.i like to hear some one breathing and feel them as well.
i wouldn't have said this a few years ago. i would have said i hate having some body on me or touching me. things change.i've changed and I didn't even know it.
my friend totally called me out on some thing the other night. "you look for whatever is wrong with that person so you can think of a reason not to like them. its easy that way,so when they let you down you've found the problem. you aren't hurt,and you have to not think about it julie,you have to be open some times."

which,is true.it's totally true.

on another note,i totally cried earlier talking about my brother. he doesn't know it,but i miss him.ok he does but,yeah. a girl asked me about it at work and i almost cried.it was hard.

i'm going to finish wrapping presents. good nite.

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Julianna but everyone calls me Julie. I live in southern illinois. I'm 24. I do hair aka cosmetologist and watch a lot of re-runs.music is my life and it makes me happy. my friends are my family.I'm full of useless information. i'm extremely opinionated,blunt,and honest. small talk is stupid and I have no use for it.I'm a big girl,always have been and I like who I am. if you have a problem with "fat people" you can go fuck yourself and bite my ass. however,I am a nice person for the most part and I just have no time for stupidity. sarcasm is my middle name. we only live once so don't take life so seriously.

golden girls,hello kitty,going to shows,st.louis,houston,piercings,mad tv,dane cook,my momma,my brotha,get togethers,target,christmas,my birthday,halloween,the state,reno 911,warm vanilla sugar,bottled water,singing,uncle buck,goonies,seinfeld,etc.

smoking,drugs,stupid people,eggs mixed with other foods(like omlettes),the word"yuns",jackasses,smelly people,dirty finger nails,the radio,country music,most of tv,etc.

low,rilo kiley,they might be giants,sufjan stevens,pedro the lion,motion city soundtrack,damien rice,lou barlow,jimmy eat world,mobius band,ted leo and RX,ben folds,ratatat,iron and wine,that dog,the urge,spoon,death cab for cutie,etc.

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