you fall you crawl you break and you take

i haven't updated in a while because some how i was logged out of d-land and now i'm not.which means i am changing my password like,right now.UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
so my dad was in the hospital recently due to this own stupidity. he wasn't taking care of his acid reflux which burned a hole in his stomach lining. what happens when you do this kids,internal bleeding! yep and puking it up. so i freak out thinking oh no my dad is in the icu and dieng and this is it. this is the point that i didn't want to face or see or feel or hear.
like,my dad dieing is a reality i'll have to face far sooner than most.
i find all this crap later and i'm totally pissed. his girlfriend has the nerve to seriously say my brother and I need to spend more time with my dad. first off,he moved 3 hours away all on his own. secondly,we have lives and we do in fact do things. you aren't my mother you are just the woman my father fucks.

the sun just became ridicously bright man. ugh.

my mom made some cheesy potato thing and its delicious! mmmmmmmmmmmm.

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Julianna but everyone calls me Julie. I live in southern illinois. I'm 24. I do hair aka cosmetologist and watch a lot of re-runs.music is my life and it makes me happy. my friends are my family.I'm full of useless information. i'm extremely opinionated,blunt,and honest. small talk is stupid and I have no use for it.I'm a big girl,always have been and I like who I am. if you have a problem with "fat people" you can go fuck yourself and bite my ass. however,I am a nice person for the most part and I just have no time for stupidity. sarcasm is my middle name. we only live once so don't take life so seriously.

golden girls,hello kitty,going to shows,st.louis,houston,piercings,mad tv,dane cook,my momma,my brotha,get togethers,target,christmas,my birthday,halloween,the state,reno 911,warm vanilla sugar,bottled water,singing,uncle buck,goonies,seinfeld,etc.

smoking,drugs,stupid people,eggs mixed with other foods(like omlettes),the word"yuns",jackasses,smelly people,dirty finger nails,the radio,country music,most of tv,etc.

low,rilo kiley,they might be giants,sufjan stevens,pedro the lion,motion city soundtrack,damien rice,lou barlow,jimmy eat world,mobius band,ted leo and RX,ben folds,ratatat,iron and wine,that dog,the urge,spoon,death cab for cutie,etc.

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